Just a little while longer

So in a week and a half, I head down to Natchez. That's really crazy to say. Hard to believe it's here already. I'm kinda eh about it. I mean, I'm excited to get down there. Maybe not quite as excited as I was last summer, cause I know what to expect now. But less nervous. And a lot more excited to see the people I know from down there. I also know that I may not be coming back after these 10 weeks, except to get my stuff from my apartment. Now that's anything but definite. I don't know what's going to happen with the jobs I've applied for. I could be back here after 10 weeks. But there's a possibility I won't be either. And that's a really weird feeling.

Last night was my graduation/going away party. I was a little nervous cause I have very different groups of friends, and I wasn't sure if they'd all get along. But it was GREAT! Everyone had a good time, I think. Except for one friend who's back window got broken. I felt SO BAD. But it's OK everything was fine, they didn't take anything. Possibly some recyclables, which we think she took out already. But nothing else. Luckily she'd cleaned her car out already. But other than that, it was wonderful. I felt really special seeing how many people came out, and very celebrated. Thank you to everyone that came!! And thank you to my AMAZING parents who did that for me.

My only bummer from last night. I forgot my camera!! So I didn't get any pictures! BUMMER!

I guess I said bye last night to people. It just didn't feel like bye. This is so hard.