Jesus take the wheel

I'm posting this from my blackberry, so if things are wrong here, that's why. I love that Carrie Underwood song. And right now it is very fitting for my life.

Recently, doors seem to be opening somewhat. Not fully, at least not as fully as I want. But doors I've been praying to open are starting to be unlocked. The problem is, I have no idea which door to go through.

- Temp job here. It has been offered to me! Problem is, it's only temporary. Now I could stretch it to 3 mos or so. But there are no guarantees and a whole lot of ifs involved here.

- Org here. Still no word. But I need to call the woman I met and meet with her.

- Melrose. Ranger pos are opening, I'm gonna apply. There's also the STEP program. I'd have to be a student, but it would be a job. Plus I could combine it with the first option.

The top and bottom combo was what I was leaning towards. Till this latest amazing but frustrating monkey wrench.
-job I applied to before coming down here. I had what I guess you could say was a preinterview today. I think I nailed it. As much as I can nail a preinterview. I'm not guaranteed an official phone interview. It'll be two weeks before I know for sure if I got a phone interview or not. But signs are good. Then they'll make a cut and the finalists will go up there. Then they'll pick one. I think I've got a good shot and some legs up. But assuming that I make it to the finalists, it'll be the fall before I know for sure. And eben if I don't make it to the finals, it'll prob be 3 or 4 wks before I know if I got an in person interview. That means it'll be hard to commit to one of the ones above. HUGE monkey wrench.

I've been praying for these doors to open. I've said that wherever God wanted to send me, I would go. But now so many options are starting to be presented that I don't know which one to do! And if there's one thing I HATE, its not knowing!

Otherwise life is good.

Be praying for guidance for me!

Love and miss you!